I don’t know where to start or what to say. I hoped I wouldn’t be writing a post such as this for a very long time.
My heart is broken.
I can’t stop crying.
My eyes are puffy and red and my head feels like it’s in some type of medieval crushing vice.
Last night we had to put Parker (our dog) to sleep.
I hope it gets easer but now all I can think about is the loss.
The loss of my best friend
The loss of my shadow
The loss of my furry co-worker
The loss of my court jester
The loss of my constant companion
The loss of my teddy bear
Parker was more than a dog to us. He was a part of our lives for 10 years. He was part of our family and loved by all who knew him.
I know the pain will lighten and I will soon be able to remember all the enduring qualities Parker had with joy but for now I’m ridden with sorrow and devastated over the loss.